RAINN told me to reach out

So I tried. None of them are responding. I don’t blame them. We aren’t young anymore. They have their own lives with husbands and children,  I’m still trying to find someone to fill the void that my mother left when she walked in on my abuser r***ng me and left after making eye contact with me. I will never find that. I can’t move past that one.

I have read “you are not alone” so many times. But I am alone. I have no one I can turn to. I’ve tried to be a good person, but I’m left whispering into a void.

#sexualabuse #hopeless

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