I’m too overwhelmed. I don’t know why I tried to use the rainn chat. There is nothing they can do. There’s nothing anyone can do. It is too late to do anything. It has been too late for 36 years.
There were 26 callers ahead of me. Nevermind. I’m certain someone needs it more than me.
It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter. I talk too much anyway. I don’t want this. I didn’t ask for it!