I should probably be alone. I feel sorry that I’ve gained so many followers. No-one should be exposed to the darkness in my soul. I’m not sure I’m gonna make it and now other people are involved. My husband is going to end up suffering from it and I’m sorry for that because I love him so much. I wish I could have kept him from being hurt too. I’m so worried about him. But there’s nothing he can do either. He knows stuff now. It went ok. But he feels helpless. He is… There’s nothing anyone can do.


6 thoughts on “Alone”

  1. I know that it’s not much comfort for you to know that others love you and support you while you try to work through your pain, your anguish. Know that just by sharing on your page, you help others. You serve a purpose. You give others the opportunity to reach out to you, which is a gift to us – to me. My heart expands just by getting to read what you share. Finding you through your blog has been a tremendous gift for me. It helps me in coming to terms with my own trauma, it makes my pain a little more bearable to know there are other survivors who know and understand what I go through. I know you can make it. You are much stronger and more powerful than you realize. You’ve had to have been, to come this far. Please don’t give up hope.

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