I should probably be alone. I feel sorry that I’ve gained so many followers. No-one should be exposed to the darkness in my soul. I’m not sure I’m gonna make it and now other people are involved. My husband is going to end up suffering from it and I’m sorry for that because I love him so much. I wish I could have kept him from being hurt too. I’m so worried about him. But there’s nothing he can do either. He knows stuff now. It went ok. But he feels helpless. He is… There’s nothing anyone can do.