The same one. Over and over each night. I wish it were only a dream. But it was real. It did happen.

When I’m asleep, I’m reliving it. It sets the stage for my entire day. Flashbacks. Body memories. Repetitive thoughts. I’m not surviving!! I’m suffering. I want this to be over. All of it. Fuck.


2 thoughts on “Nightmare”

  1. Nightmares and flashbacks are horrible. I still have them sometimes. I know it’s hard to believe, but it does get better. They begin to happen less and less often and become less intense – over time. At least that has been my experience. I’m sorry you’re having to go through all of this.

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