An online friend helped me come up with it. I’m trying my best to not give up. I trust this person. Somehow…. I fell asleep last night without saying it. Maybe its a coincidence but its harder today. Ill keep that in a seperate entry.
It didn’t kill me. I survived. I am strong. I can be happy.
All the other stuff I read felt like a lie. I’m not going to fake anything til I make it. I want to be authentic.
I bawl my eyes out as I say it though.