Trying

If you ask me how I am today, all I can say is that I’m trying.

Trying to breathe. Trying to RESIST my newfound supply of tools Trying to ignore the memories. Failing, but trying again.

I feel so weak but I hear these voices arguing with me.

I’ve been through too much! I can’t do it!

She tells me I’ve already been through so much – so of course I can do it.

Sometimes I DONT WANT TO. This isn’t fair!

I’ve been through a lot. I feel like I’m going to break but I’m trying to keep breathing.

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