This one was so hard. I have been home for an hour. I hurt everywhere. This is not my usual chronic pain. I feel confused and tired and sad and alone. I can’t explain it.
I think I told her a lot but maybe a normal person wouldn’t. I feel this appointment in a severe way and I don’t know why. Why do I hurt everywhere?
I told her what a guy I met when I was a homeless teen did to me but I barely said any words. I said enough words and she asked me questions. I am so confused by how I feel right now but I am surprised that I was able to tell her this. I just wish I could do it better. My appointment ended 2 hours ago but I’m shaking and I feel so overwhelmed.
But I also feel proud for acgknowldging what that guy did.
I want a new body.