Pain and doctors

I have been laying here in pain for days. My husband won’t stop getting on me about going to the doctor but I’m barely holding on. My Dad gave me so much problems. I am tired of it. I don’t understand how he got away with it.

Looking back as an adult, how come when I presented as a minor child with an STD, nothing happened? My mom had the same disease and so did my dad but nobody thought anything? Kids don’t just get chlamydia from nowhere, right? They didn’t want me getting a Dr for it and it was put off. I got PID as a teenager. I wasn’t sexually active but there I was being treated for this shit. I tried to ignore it though cuz I didn’t want to be touched. I’m pretty sure that the PID is not returning. It isn’t the usual chronic pain stuff.

I KNOW I should go in to see the doctor but I just can’t do it. I would rather cease to exist than go there.


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