I waited for over 90 minutes on hold to talk with someone at rainn. I just needed someone who would listen but she wanted to give me grounding tips. Whatever. I really just needed someone to listen.
I wrote my friend a msg to let her know I’m struggling. She will see it when she sees it but really there is nothing she can do either. I’m so tired of trying. I really can’t take anything more.
One of the men who hurt me when I was homeless messaged me on facebook. I blocked him. But I’m not really ok. But I don’t know what that means or if it matters.