Guilt won

“Sorry I didn’t call yesterday. I wasn’t feeling well.”

“Oh! I was wondering why we didn’t hear from you.”

“Sorry…”

“It’s ok.”

“Happy fathers day.”

“I love you”

*click*

*vomit*

I don’t want this existence. I’m not as strong as people think or want. I don’t know how to get past anything and I’m just holding on for my husband because he didn’t ask for any of this and he sacrifices so much. I’m really not ok lately but it feels like it doesn’t matter. I’m very confused. And I’m not hearing from the therapy people. I feel alone a lot.

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