I’m in too much pain. No one’s picking up the phone. Nobody ever picks up anymore. I can’t do this…


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  1. Whom do you want to pick up the phone, Robynpi?
    What is the “this” you can’t do?
    Is it Old Pain or New Pain or Both?
    Listening…… TS

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    1. A few of my friends. Also I got disconnected from the hotline. Painful memories. I can’t handle the thoughts anymore. I just need this to be over. I’m exhausted from life. Everyone says to stay strong but I’m too tired of memories. Ty.

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  2. So sorry to see you suffering like this. If I remember correctly, you’re no longer working with a therapist? Sometimes churches have support groups for trauma survivors. If you can find one that does, support groups are great because everyone there knows what you’re going through and are more than willing to listen. I hope you feel some relief soon – without hurting yourself. My thoughts are with you.

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    1. Thank you. I just started at a support group. It is hard because the other woman are further along maybe. They get therapy from their medical insurance. I can’t say much but they’re very blunt and I feel triggered a lot. I will keep going but I feel mixed about it. Ty for reading. ❤

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  3. Dear Robynpi: Does your husband know how desperate you are? Does your primary care physician know your despair? There are other hotlines .. I am going to look for my list and post it. Feeling alone and helpless is such pain (I know, alas) …. With you. TS

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    1. He doesn’t. He knows I’m struggling though. I can’t talk about it with him. 🤦‍I haven’t told my doctors that I’m struggling again. Being in the hospital would be worse. Ty. I started with a support group this month. The group leader seems nice. I’m going to try telling her on Thursday. I will ask them if they know anyone who can see me. It shouldn’t be this hard to get help. Media makes it sound like help is there for all who want it but it really isn’t that easy. Thx ❤


      1. It isn’t that easy…. I know. Going to hospital sucks … I know. Telling your family often brings up new problems … I know that too. I will be thinking of you on Thursday – Let us know if the group leader really is nice. Fingers crossed. TS

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